Crew Member Shares Depression After Deluge of Harassment After Historic Trip

Astronaut during journey
Amanda Nguyen, a bioastronautics research scientist, was a passenger on the New Shepard NS-31 rocket in Spring 2025.

A pioneering space traveler has opened up regarding her struggle with mental health after facing a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.

Amanda Nguyen – recognized as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the brief journey to space earlier this year, which also included celebrity crewmates.

The high-profile flight was widely scrutinized by some, who cited its expense and ecological impact.

Reflecting on the situation, the astronaut, who made history as the pioneer for her community, stated the vicious response eclipsed her moment under an landslide of gendered hatred.

“I said the emotional pain might endure for years,” the astronaut shared in a public message, describing a phone call from a mission companion in the aftermath of the landing.

She characterized the subsequent media coverage and social media frenzy as an barrage beyond typical human coping.

“Stuck in Texas, I spent a week unable to rise from my bed,” she confessed. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”

Eclipsed by Backlash

The researcher, who has focused her career on gynecological science and conducted tests during the mission, said all her lifelong efforts – including her lab work and extensive preparation to the historic significance of her roots – was overshadowed under the avalanche of sexist vitriol.

She is best known for her tireless campaigning fighting for justice for survivors of assault.

Her own aspiration for spaceflight was put on hold after being assaulted during her university years, leading to a protracted legal battle.

Finding Solid Ground

In the time since achieving her goal, she reports that the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she expressed gratitude the followers whose kindness were her lifeline. “Your support rescued me,” she said.

She concluded that despite the negativity, important benefits had resulted from the mission, such as increased focus on her scientific work and new advocacy opportunities.

The Historic Journey

The fully automated spacecraft launched from its launch site in April, carrying the all-female team on a short trip that passed the Kármán line of space.

The group of women also featured leaders in various fields.

The venture behind the flight is a commercial aerospace company launched by a Amazon founder.

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