Unbearable Pain: My Fight Against the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a dreary weekday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sudden sensation erupted behind my right eye. It was followed by rapid shocks, similar to lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the pain subsided and then returned with greater force. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with worksheets and ran to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I tried ibuprofen, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The headaches appeared repeatedly that fall, and once more in spring, soon forming an annual pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then the late winter. I could predict the routine: aura in the morning, early twinges on the train, full-blown agony in class by mid-morning. In 2019, a doctor finally sent me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
This condition typically start with severe pain behind a single eye that persists for several hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 people are affected by the disorder, and males are more often affected. Cluster headaches typically start with abrupt, excruciating agony focused on one eye that reaches its peak within minutes and continues for up to three hours. Attacks come in clusters, daily or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists an episodic type, which arrives in seasonal bouts; others have chronic attacks, defined by the absence of extended pain-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the intensity. One research paper rated the sensation at 9.7 10, more severe than bone fractures or pancreatitis. A separate discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported suicidal thoughts amid bouts; the figure fell to four percent when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would throw myself on the ground and bang my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Alcohol in her teens, like several causes, made things worse. After drinking alcohol at her school leaving party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often interpreted her attacks as intoxicated behavior. Support eventually came from her father and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after moving, but often hid her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a national neurology center.
Nevertheless, the failure to organize life around unpredictable attacks took its effect. She especially hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described throughout the ages. “The first description of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They linked the disease to an malevolent spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Ancient medical texts suggest unusual treatments for what modern experts would classify as a migraine. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a separate disorder, with therapies ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more folk remedies.
It was a European doctor who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache happening and vanishing each day at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially classified by global medical committees in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a major blood vessel which supplies blood to the head. Leading specialists in diagnosing the disorder note this.
In the late 1990s, scientists published the findings of a study for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and observed the episodes in a imaging machine. The data, published in a prominent journal, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they felt better.
In spite of such progress, diagnosis remains slow. Jamie Charteris's symptoms began in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he had four surgeries before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a physician researched his symptoms.
Specialists say delays in diagnosing and managing happen because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and depressed, but not in severe pain,” one says. He proceeds by ruling out other common head pain conditions, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed history is crucial: on which side do symptoms appear? For how long? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Certain characteristics such as redness, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given unsuitable therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has experienced cluster headaches for the majority of her adult life, although she has been free from an episode since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth pulled because dentists misinterpreted her pain. She believes the dental profession still need much more education. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a calm advisor guided them through oxygen therapy and drugs until the episode eased.
Official guidance on treatment recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a specific drug administered by nasal spray. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the attacks of some individuals.
But leading neurologists believe the official guidelines need updating to reflect a clearer clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The duration of the cycle dictates the treatment.” Brief cycles with infrequent attacks are handled with acute therapy alone. More prolonged or more severe periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an injection into the side of the skull where the discomfort is that decreases nerve signals.
The official guidance need updating to reflect a